How do i....?

what do i do to make these feelings go away?
what do i say to make you not hate me?
how can i live my life knowing that there is no chance for us?
how do i tell myself not to feel this way?
how do i unremember kissing you?
how do i unremember you crying in my arms when i read that letter to you?
how do i unremember all the nights we spent togeather?
how do i unremember sleeping next to you?
how do i unremember watching you sleep so many nights?
how do i unremember taking care of you?
how do i unremember being there at the hospital with you?
how do i unremember the nights you went without answering your phone?
how do i unremember the nights you talked to me all night long?
how do i unremember people telling me that they wish they had a guy like me?
how do i unremember the night you chaised me down when i was walking home?
how do i unremember the concert i missed?
how do i unremember the smile on your lips?
how do i unremember the way you laugh?
how do i unremember making you laugh when all you have been doing is crying?
how do i unremember what your friends and family dont even know?
how do i unremember you going back home?
how do i unremember leaving you all alone?
how do i unremember being there everynight until you got better?
how do i unremember you?
how do i unremember holiday dinners with your family?
how do i unremember telling you that i'm not ok?
what do i do if i can't live without you?
did i tell you the truth when i told you you'd never meet another guy like me?
everyone always says that i would be such a great guy for a woman, sometimes i dont know if its true.. because if it was.. why am i still alone?